Ever had that sudden rush of dejavú? Chills running down ur spine?
Or the flashbacks of ur pasts which u had (or still want to)forget about?
When that person touched on the physically abused topic, first thing that came to mind was "that day". Short flashbacks playing in my head as i stare to blank space..
Not many knew.
It pains my heart to recall.
The gripping, shoving, shouting, pulling, throwing of things, the tone of voice, the expressions...
And i cant believe how stupid and naíve i was to forgive. Guess i was a sucker for teary eyed and persistent guys.. Then came round 2...and 3....
Thank god its all over. Never would i ever succumb to that physical AND mental torture again. It was ever so tiring...
Speaking of tired, i really need to sleep now...
Nyte.
♥ 1:04 AM